In the realm of the wanking, there comes a point when you
should
Just call it quits for the day. When tired, only error comes of it.
In those times, I suggest you take a bath. I am not a fan of the bath.
I am half Korean.
And that makes me a powerful sweater. My body
Runs hot. What
can I say?
Nevertheless, take a bath. Do your best to mimic.
Notice how your
Hair (just the bottom edge) gets wet and look upwards at
things.
Anything. Your
hair will be wet and you will be seeing things
That have gone previously unnoticed.
The water cools too fast. And then you have a thought.
In the realm of the wanking, there comes a point when you
should
Just call it quits for the day. When tired, only error comes of it.
This is why I’m writing now. Because being tired and taking baths
And not being able to sleep when everything is right
(save a small matter of not being tired then sitting down to
do some
real wanking work and fucking things up because you are more
tired
than you care to admit and have more work to do in the
morning)
is when the time to write is best.
There are no non-sequiturs.
Today, my girl and I went to get a burger. The service sucked. The
Server was irritable.
My girl called bullshit. I
shifted in my seat a
Bit – not because of the specifics of the moment - just
because something
was off and I did not know what.
My burger was uncooked. I knew that.
And I knew that I was being
Ultra polite and the wind was blowing real hard and I seem
to
Remember a hippy somewhere talking about physics and
electrons
And the wind and ions and what nots and how that can make
People kind of sort of nuts, for a good hot balm in the palm
of
The hand for a moment.
Later we learned that the burger place was going out of
business
And we were there to witness the splendor that is a burger
joint’s
Last days.
Eureka. We
found it.
In this life of mine right now,
Everything that I ever wanted has grown to more and most and
Sometimes when its time for bed, I am not sleepy but very
tired
and my balls itch so I take a shower – tonight a bath – to
try
and remedy it.
These days the thoughts blur like something fierce and I
punish
When there is no punishing that needs to be done.
Lately, I feel very upset by the way I choose to phrase
it. I don’t
Like the roundabout way it comes together (or not) – but
sometimes
It’s the best I can do.
To come together (or not).
I should really say something specific. Thanks for playing, thus far.
I nominate us.
I have never been here before. And the person who got me here, up
Until recently, was not willing to admit it.
Then to now - I am seeing things that I have never seen
before.
About the story I’ve spun and the family I’ve come from and
the
years in between and the whole freaking a to z composition
of the
pin that I have so willfully pinned on it.
My favorite old time serial was a string of movies about a
blind
Swordsman.
Yes. We put
pins in things. Ah, yes. This is why. This is the because.
This is the reason.
There has to be reason.
There is reason. And
There is always reason.
This is the splendor of invention, laughter, the dwp, and
local
Government.
I have never been here before. And it is important to state that
I am not angry or full of woe.
I am not afraid, nor full of words. But the words are there. I just
Don’t know how to get to them.
I was very very fat for a very long time.
Now, I am not.
They told me I was crazy and I bought it.
I am not.
I am not crazy – but sometimes – that message is hard to
forget.
And those things seep in. And that’s what baths are good for.
For France and humanity.
Baths are good when you know where you are at and know that
You are not crazy and that all is well but your balls itch
and you
can’t sleep.
Sit in the bathtub, in spite of the way the furnace burns,
and get the
Bottom parts of your hair wet and look up at things you
previously
Forgot to saw . . . and realize
They told me I was crazy and I bought it.
I was very very fat for a very long time.
I have never been here before. And I am not angry or full of woe.
I am not afraid, nor full of words. But the words are there. I just
Don’t know how to get to them.
This is the splendor of invention, laughter, and local
government.
We put pins in things.
Ah, yes. This is why. This is the because.
This is the reason.
There has to be reason.
There is reason. And
There is always reason.
Hello, friends.
My burger was uncooked.
The water cools too fast
These days the thoughts blur like something fierce and I
punish
When there is no punishing that needs to be done.
In the realm of the wanking, there comes a point when you
should
Just call it quits for the day. When tired, only error comes of it.
My girl called bullshit.
We put pins in things.